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If you feel like you have absolutely nothing left in this world, please remember that you have tomorrow. A new chance in living, a new chance at fixing an old friendship. A chance to call your mum or dad, a chance to clean your room, eat better, sleep better and maybe even fall in love. I found myself sitting on the edge of death and just before I closed my eyes for the last time, I heard this tiny voice in the back of my head say “Remember, you still have tomorrow”, and the fact that I hadn’t ended it yet, meant something, right? I still have hope in my heart, a tiny bit of it, that made me realise that I still might have a reason to stay, buried under the exhaustion, the pain, the numbness. Because if I actually had nothing left, I wouldn’t have paused nor listened to it. That tiny pause was not the kind that saves you, but the kind that still begs to hold on, just a bit longer and sometimes hope is small, microscopic, it’s not a vacation, a plan, or even a reason. It’s merely just the inability to say this is the end, right now, and mean it with every fiber of your damaged soul. That little hope is the reason that four years from now, you're standing in front of the mirror, hands shaking, mouth empty, and mind racing, thinking about that version of you that almost wasn't here today, writing this. It’s the reason,there are special moments waiting for you, so beautiful that you would destroy if you could see them now. The two little things that everybody needs in this world is the belief in a good tomorrow and the hope that there is actually something special just for them. Not because they are going to fix all the broken, skinned, diseased parts of them, but because they keep us here long enough to allow life to surprise us. So if you’re still here even exhausted and unwilling, that means there’s still hope and sometimes the tiniest bit of  it can give you the rest of your life…

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